katharine's blog

You and Me and the Devil Makes 3

2008-10-15T08:12:00.001+08:00

I'm back! :)

Break The Ice - Britney Spears

2008-06-20T20:21:00.002+08:00

Shifted to:

katharineownz.wordpress.com!

All posts dated from March'06 to June'08 from this blog will be imported there for your convenience. This blog will not be deleted cos of sentimental reasons. C:

See ya there C;

k.

Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana

2008-06-20T16:36:00.002+08:00

Sharmain deleted her blog again, zzz. What's so bad about keeping a blog anyway?

k.

On a Valentine's Day - Linkin Park

2008-06-19T18:27:00.003+08:00

Hm, choir practice wasn't as bad as i expected it to be. Well, everything's fun if you have friends by your side!

When practice first started, there were only 14 people o.- then it gradually increased to 15, and then 16! Not much of a diff though -_- Breaktime @ 1215hrs, went to WM's BK with Nicola, Zhi Xiong, Fidel (SP) & Fabien. Ate the turkey bacon student meal, ho ho. Then went back @ 1300hrs. The boys walk damn fast can? o.- Only left Nicola and me strolling behind. Returned to the music room only to find it locked -_- then go gossip gossip with Darren, Huiyi, Nicola, Trissy, Maggie & Weijie. The teachers were late! o.O they only returned at about 1340hrs. =_____=. Then sing sing sing and was dismissed C:

OIIII TRISSYBANANA. I know you got read my blog okay. Do me a favor and help revive my tagboard. =___=.

k.

Doomsday

2008-06-18T21:47:00.002+08:00

Have choir practice from 9 - 3 tomorrow, like wtf?! 6 hours =_____= of course there's a break (at 12) but it's not enough! Wtf. Damn that person who set the timings. How to enjoy holidays like that. Fuck! _|_ i really don't wanna go leh D: i think i'll go beg my mother to not let me go later C: A day at home beats 6 hours stuck in the freezing music room with a drag queen and 2 other demons. >____>.

Btw, lemme introduce some people.

Marilyn Manson
{this is the new shit}

Twiggy Ramirez
{Fhotness}

Madonna Wayne Gacy
{aka Pogo}

Thim Skold
{fuck that's hot}

Ginger Fish
{he was my display picture on MSN}

They're all members of Marilyn Manson's band, that's why i love em, lolz. :D

k

Happy Tree Friends

2008-06-18T17:26:00.002+08:00

...Is entertainment at its best. For some reason, i love the Smoochies like Valentine Smoochies or Summer Smoochies. I love Giggles & Cuddles too, :3.

Valentine Smoochies featuring Giggles

That was entertaining, wasn't it? Heheheh. Giggles is just too cute! Here's another:

Summer Smoochies featuring Petunia

Chris Crocker finally makes some sense

2008-06-17T19:45:00.002+08:00

"Blood is thicker than water,
But cum is thicker than blood."

k.

"I don't care."

2008-06-17T13:48:00.003+08:00

I've fallen in love with 2 videos overnight. I was watching MTV Amplified @ 12 last night, and the first video i watched was Avenged Sevenfold's Dear God. And i was like, WTF? A7X MADE IT ONTO THE CHART! That was the first video, and the other was I Don't Care by Apocalyptica featuring Adam Gontier of Three Days Grace. Mm, Adam Gontier is so hot. Lolz. Another thing: Avenged Sevenfold's Afterlife has made it to the top of the chart! Whooo ~ A7X FTW!!!!!!! :D

I Don't Care

Dear God

Quality's a lil sucky, but it was the best i could get o.- I'm adding I Don't Care to my playlist. C:

k.

Let's waste time

2008-06-16T17:54:00.002+08:00

Finally get to use the laptop after 4 + hours. Brother's throwing a fit now cos he finds it unfair that i can use it for so long. Please lar, he uses it longer than i do. Moreover, it's my laptop, so i have first dibs. Boo, you C:

Have seriously nothing to do these days. I was so bored just now that i ended up slashing myself out of boredom o.- Neopets is getting boring, cos the stock price just won't go up! D: It's even gone down by 30% =______=. I'll go play my Sims 2 now, later.

k.

Noises

2008-06-16T00:49:00.002+08:00

My mom's arguing, or rather, debating with Eugene on the phone now. Right next to me too. How enjoyable. This week's the last of the holidays. Time flies. Haven't touched my science papers yet, can't seem to find em. Finished my math though. Yawn.

k.

I hate.

2008-06-15T16:05:00.002+08:00

I can still remember vividly the time i told my caregroup members that i didn't hate. Things have changed. I'm not the happy-go-lucky girl i used to be, cos you changed me. Nevertheless, i'm happy being an emo kid. Used to be against the idea of emo, but now i'm totally in sync with it.

Woke up today with a terrible headache caused by that stupid wine i drank last night, which in other words means i'm having a hangover. Was 'forced' to wake up by my parents, cos we had a lunch appointment with somebody else @ 1230hrs. I don't like being waked up, so my mood was rather foul. Like, there's still 2-and-a-half hours left, and how long does it take to change -_-. AND, i was having a hangover remember?

So, throughout the whole journey i was cursing in my head. 'Phuck phuck phuck phuck phuck phuck phuck phuck phuck phuck phuck phuck phuck ...' Who likes to be forced awake by somebody in the midst of a nice sleep, huh? I don't know about you, but i certainly dislike it.

k.

The pain you drive into the heart of me

2008-06-14T16:36:00.002+08:00

I love attending services, ho ho :D

Went to Jurong Point with daddy in the morning to buy my studded leathers from 77th Street. Love them so damn much. It's not made of real leather, but it looks like it! o.O Went off to Nexus after that C: .

I wasn't late this time :D sang praises with Weiwei & her friend {sorry but i don't know what's your name :\}, then sat with Nicholas and Dewen for the rest of service. They both very boliao lor -_-. The one on my left {N} kept tapping me on the shoulder/'making' my head and the one on my right {D} kept scribbling crap on my foolscap and right arm -_-. And i thought that Dewen was paying more attention than me, but he couldn't answer Yunian when he asked about what the Pastor said. Only i am smart enough to answer :D and that, impressed my-oh-so-spiritual-district-leader Dewen. -_-.

Xuan Wen's in Japan now, i hope she'll have a really fun time there! I've always wanted to go to a hot spring :X the thought of it is just so cool! Hahar :X zzz, there are choir practices on the 19th & 20th. 6 hours leh. D: x_________x.

k.
Gonna fill up my wishlist soon. :D

Lemme tell you a secret C:

2008-06-13T00:13:00.005+08:00

{You're beautiful, but you just don't know it}

I miss my soulmate :C
Yes, i really miss her.
You guys may not believe what i say now, cos we've already broken off ..
Nevertheless, she was the only one i could trust and turn to.
Every photo i took with her were the prettiest ..
Cos the happiness shows C:
Not that she's the only one who can make me happy
I still have:

{Audrey}

{Elaine}

{Xuan Wen}

{Eugene!}

{them C:}

Audrey, Elaine, Eugene, Sharmain & Xuan Wen.
Thank you, guys C:
I don't know why God gave a loser like me such great companions.
Also, tyz to Samuel for (always) lending me a listening ear C:
& a share in yo' alcohol stash :D

I shall put an end to my emo rantings.

&back to normal size,
k.
C:

I'm too perfect for someone like you

2008-06-12T13:01:00.002+08:00

Finally back after a long break. Apparently, i was banned from my laptop cos i sneaked out with ========= to get some more wine -____-. Hm.

What else to post? Lolz. I'm gonna go play Neopets now. C:
Add pharkk_, lolz!

k.

phuck!

2008-06-07T18:12:00.003+08:00

Seeing that Xuan Wen and many others have not posted about last night's bbq, i shall post, lolz.

Yesterday; 6th June'08
Went over to Xuan Wen's place to deep fry the fries with Elaine. Halfway through, we went to Rail Mall to buy some more fries cos the quantity wasn't enough to feed the whole of 2e1 :X. Bought my lunch there {chicken Caesar salad from Coffee Bean} and took a cab back home. The taxi driver so what lor, his jokes also not funny wan -_-.

When we were finishing up, Audrey came to join us and we walked to Sharmain's place together. Met up with the rest there. Made another video for Random Stuff with The Clique 5 {ep 8 already!}. So funny can. :X. Then, i went off with Sam, Wei Liang & Sharmain to drink. Wei Liang's a crazy drunk. o.O After that, slack slack awhile before going home. Oh yah, did i mention that i was a lil tipsy? I couldn't walk and sit straight, lolz.

Today; 7th June'08
Went to JasonFROST's house today to collect my bottle'o'wine. Chill chill until about 12. Then i was late for service, WTF! Skipped praise T___T. Fell asleep during teaching =____=. Then, went for Unit FF after service. Games were okay okay lar, but the forfeit was super-duper-uber-ewness. It was mixed by the grotesque master, Kenny -_- so it comes as no surprise. Really felt like throwing up after swallowing it. But Yunian stopped me =____=. Samuel, you lucky lor. If not you'll have to swallow something that contains raw egg =___= {shudders}.

k.

2008-06-05T22:48:00.002+08:00

Rules of the Taggy Quiz:

A] People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B] Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Here are my answers:

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be ? What to do?
= Break off with him, of course. Then head home and lock myself in my room and probably do some cutting.

#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be ?
= To have the ability to turn back time.

#3. Do you prefer taller or shorter guys?
= I have no preference. C:

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you ?
= Nope.

#5. What's your ideal lover like ?
= He's not perfect.

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone ?
= I have no idea.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love ?
= A month, at max.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do ?
= Give up.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days ?
= Breakups.

#10. What do you want most in life ?
= Happiness.

#11. Is being tagged fun ?
= Yeh, i guess.

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time ?
= Uhm, wait?

#13. Who is the current most important person to you ?
= Brother.

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is ?
= She's cute, entertaining and intelligent. A beauty with brains. C:

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor ?
= This is tough =___=

#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be ?
= Jaguar.

#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do ?
= Scuba diving.

#18. What kind of person do u think u are ?
= Emo.

#19. What do you define as a bad day ?
= A day when i'm not allowed to do anything i want, lolz.

#20. If you have to choose between love (as in boy-girl relationships) and friendship, what would it be ?
= .

I was tagged by Elaine.

& I tag Sharmain, Xuan Wen, Audrey, Mr Flab, You, You, You & You! :D

k.

sunburnt

2008-06-05T22:40:00.002+08:00

Remember how sweet we were last time?

Today is West (Harvester) Training Day! Had loadsa fun :D though i got sunburnt all over :C now my skin feel very the what, damn irritating leh D: Oh yah oh yah, I OWN ALL OF YA'LL IN SCISSORS-PAPER-STONE! :D {not that it's something to be proud of =__=} I'm the champ, wahhaha. Lolz -_-.

Made some new friends today. Kenny, Yunyi (sp?), Shok Sian (SP?????), Jes, Gina, Jency, Tingting to name a few. It's quite a lot actually, lolz :X. What to do, i'm so friendly. LOLZ! Why am i so bhb today -_- must be cos of Mr Flab lar, influence me too much =_____=.

Pardon the broken english used in this post. Seriously tired and i want to get some sleep!

k.

Marilyn Manson vs. Jesus

2008-06-04T17:19:00.002+08:00

Remember the time at the void deck?

One is an Antichrist Superstar, and the other is a great companion.
One already has my heart but not the other.
One is satanic and the other is holy.
So, should i follow the Word of Marilyn Manson or the Word of God?
Lolz, this is lamezz. -_-

k.

good morning

2008-06-04T10:10:00.002+08:00

Remember the time you first laid your head on his shoulder?

Good morning all. :D
I've got nothing else to type
Heheheh :)

k.

dark burgundy blonde

2008-06-03T17:11:00.004+08:00

Remember the time at the KTV room?

Dyed my hair today C: it's now dark purplish. :D fcoolness. Oh yah, i did my 2nd rebonding on Sunday. Got my fringe back (=___=) but it's as flat as ever o__x. In case you're curious ...

{Before dyeing}

Didn't manage to take a "successful" photo of my dyed hair cos the color's not that obvious. Lolz. Anyway, Xuan Wen & the others are back from the ~~Xi An~~ Suzhou trip! Thanks ah, Xuan Wen, for the souvenirs you've bought for me C: My poor CLA was emo yesterday cos he was too nostalgic/sentimental. -_-. Cheer up lar, Eugene C: you still got a super nice sista supporting you all the way! :D I do wonder why he misses those cheena people >___>.

Wow, i didn't know that Miranda Cosgrove's 15 already. I mean, her character in Drake & Josh looks so much different from her other in iCarly. Hm.

Okay, enough about random stuff, and back to me. Since it's all over, i'm not afraid to say that i cheated. Y'all should know what i mean right? No? Nevermind, lolz. I'm a bad girl. I shouldn't, i knew that i shouldn't, but i still did it anyway. You wanna know another crime i committed? Katharine Soh, guilty of self-mutilation. It's a habit i can't seem to kick ... why? Used to hate the smell of blood. Used to be against emo-ness. Why the sudden change? :\

Xuan Wen will hate me for this. Like what Pastor Michael said that day during Service, obsession will create friction between peers. But what can i do to suppress the pain?

k.

quizzo

2008-06-02T10:19:00.002+08:00

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:

1. I am emotional.
2. I am an alcoholic.
3. I like to swear.
4. I like children.
5. I like making friends.
6. I love winning.
7. I like to eat.

7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME:

1. Underwater creatures {esp. big fishys :C}
2. Gruesome stuff
3. Or rather, stuff that Sharmain or Regina loves ._.
4. Uhm, scary things?
5. Scary music? {Sweet Dreams by Marilyn Manson; gives me the nightmares -___-|||}
6. Disfigured people {yknow, with machinery attached to the them and stuff}
7. Cockroaches -_-

7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT:

1. Tainted Love; MM
2. The Dope Show; MM
3. (s)AINT; MM
4. Personal Jesus; MM
5. mOBSCENE; MM
6. Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This); MM
7. Disposable Teens; MM {LOOOOL}

7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
1. Har?
2. Lolz.
3. Yehright.
4. (Ph)uck
5. Wth
6. Go die lar
7. Bhb {-____-||}

7 THINGS I TREASURE THE MOST(in no ranking order):

1. Brother
2. Clique
3. Laptop
4. Cellphone
5. Watch
6. Earpiece -_-
7. Comb {lolz!}

7 “FIRST TIME” THINGS I EVER DID:

1. Drunk alcohol
2. Tried gin-mixed-with-coke-and-0ther-stuff
3. Got slapped.
4. Scored a 94 at bowling -_-
5. Wore blingbling trainers out {fcoolness}
6. Joined a church
7. Got an E on my report card =X

7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS:
Zzz ..

Was bored so i did the quiz on Sharmain's blog. Didn't kill much time anyway, yawnzzzzzzzzzz.

k.

2008-05-31T18:45:00.001+08:00

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:C

punishment

2008-05-31T17:08:00.002+08:00

Remember who ran from Bukit View Sec all the way to the carpark just to see you?

Met up with Advisor Park to go for brekkie today! Stupid advisor, always look down on me -___-. Took the red line to Nexus Audi at 11.04. Took so phucking long before we {bro & i} reached. Nevermind, it was deliberate though. Hm, nothing much happened today. Oh, before i go, do not watch Marilyn Manson's videos. It is rated M18 by me u___u. Lolz, i still love em though! :D

k.
You've been warned. o.o

Anew

2008-05-29T23:33:00.002+08:00

Phuck you.
Phuck your childishness.
So old already, still behave like that.
Even i find you phucking pathetic.

Audrey's on her way to Korea now ~ Girl, you'd better take care or else .. i don't know, hah! Did a lil evax today with Yong Mei & Wei Wei. Got a total of ... don'tknowhowmany contacts. Got 5 myself. n___n. First time do also can get so many, feel so proud of myself! :D Today's CareGroup also quite pathetic lar, 4 people only =____= Then the Ben say that he'll come but in the end also never turn up. Zzz lar. I suddenly miss Eugene :C

Wait, he's back now right? :D That means Xuan Wen's back too! Wheeeeeee ~ She said she's brought things for "us" (the clique, perhaps?), and that she took an hour and a half to find em. So sincere :D Don't worry, Xuan Wen, i will love your prezzie, for sure. C: Sianz, now i have to choose whether to attend WordForLife or Saturday's service. Wth can. Why can't i attend both?>:C

k.

53. quizzo

2008-05-27T20:21:00.002+08:00

List down 20 people you can think of right now.
Don't read the questions till you named the 20 names.
At the end of these, choose 5 people to do this.

1. Rubin
2. Audrey
3. Sharmain
4. Elaine
5. Samuel
6. Xuan Wen
7. Ying Shuang
8. Priscilla
9. Wen Liang
10. Sheng Hao
11. Jason
12. Mr Teo
13. Ru Xi
14. Xing Jin
15. Nicola
16. Nicole (Lazaroo)
17. Yong Mei
18. Jiang Shan
19. Dewen
20. Eugene

Q: How did you meet 14?
A: Xing Jin; Math class :D

Q: What would you do if you don't meet 1?
A: Rubin; I don't know

Q: What if 9 & 20 dated?
A: Wen Liang & Eugene; I wouldn't be surprised. They make a great pair ;D

Q: Will 6 & 17 date?
A: Xuan Wen & Yong Mei; Uhh, no. -_-

Q: Describe 3.
A: Sharmain; Mature, really random and happy. C:

Q: Is 8 attractive?
A: Priscilla; Yeeeah. C:

Q: Describe 7.
A: Ying Shuang; Happy-go-lucky and gives free hugs :D

Q: Know any of 12's family members?
A: Mr Teo; I know he has a wife and 2 parents =X

Q: What will you do if 18 broke up?
A: Jiang Shan; Treat her to ice cream everyday o__x

Q: What language does 15 speak?
A: Nicola; Mainly English & Chinese.

Q: Who's 9 going out with?
A: Wen Liang; Nobody, i think

Q: How old is 16?
A: Nicole; 12 going on 13 C:

Q: When was the last time you spoke to 13?
A: Ru Xi; A few days ago =X

Q: Who is 2's favourite singer/band?
A: Audrey; AMBERLIN! :D

Q: Will you ever like 4?
A: Elaine; I think i already did =X

Q: Will you ever date 1?
A: Rubin; For sure!

Q: Is 19 single?
A: Dewen; I think so ....

Q: What's 10's last name?
A: Sheng Hao; Park!

Q: Will you ever be in a relationship with 11?
A: Jason; Uhhhhh, no -_-

Q: Where does 6 live?
A: Xuan Wen; Hillview Drive.

Q: Favourite things about 5.
A: Samuel; Determined, optimistic and his alcohol stash. C:

Lastly, 5 people you want to do this:
1. Nicole (Lazaroo)
2. Mr Teo!
3. Eugene
4. Elaine
5. Any one of the 20 listed above.

Went out with Audz to Vivo today to buy her adidas shoes for her Korea trip which is in 2 days' time. Although most shops had discounts for selected items, the items were not really appealing D: We had fun @ Pull & Bear where we picked clothes for one another. Audz had her shorts on the entire time and had difficulty putting on a miniskirt. So lol can? Hahar.
Headed to CSC after that to meet up with Mr Flab via taxi. The taxi driver so funny lor. He owned Audz & me =___=. Too pro liao, hahar. Bowled for a game and a half before heading home. My score sucked today. >___<.

Gonna change the songs in my playlist soon. Expect some heavy metal stuff. C:

k.

(s)AINT

2008-05-26T18:57:00.002+08:00

I realized that i have become more prone to crying ever since ... idontknowwhen. Everytime i witness something sad (eg. Death) i'll cry. Or at least shed a tear or two. Even when Mrs Tham talked to us about the China 'Quake thing, i felt my heart scrunching up. It's so unlike me. I wouldn't have believed it if i knew about this emotional rollercoaster thing a year or probably 2 ago. The old me would say 'Also not me wad, cry for what!!', whereas the new me would say 'Oh my, that's terrible', then sob. -__________-. Good or bad, i don't know. Cos on the bright side, i've learned how to understand people's feelings, while on the other side, i'm not happy.

It's like i'm crying for every single facken tragedy that's happened in this world. Nah, maybe i'm thinking too much. I ought to feel down, cos it's almost the time of the month. PMS disaster. -_- ughhhhh.

'I've got an F and a C and I got a K too, and the only thing that's missing is a ~~bitch~~ like U'.
Coolness.
Taken from (s)AINT - Marilyn Manson

k.
I miss me :C
I miss you :C
Where'd ya'll go?

52. awaiting the release of ..

2008-05-26T10:08:00.002+08:00

PHANTASMAGORIA: THE VISIONS OF LEWIS CARROLL!
A movie starring Marilyn Manson as the author, Lewis Carroll, & model Lily Cole as Alice.

Watch.

Nooo, it's not a fairytale. It's far more than that. Oh cmon! It's produced and directed by Marilyn Manson! It's gonna be goooood. :D Oh yah, did i mention that i bought this yesterday?

It's sooo facken rad. :D Have a church membership class going on later. Can't wait!

k.
PS. Thanks audz. Unfortunately it's not a mumps thing, so drinking more water won't help XD

51. heartbreaker

2008-05-25T11:02:00.002+08:00

I have another swollen lymph node.
The bad things just keep comin, don't they?

k.

50. 50 already????

2008-05-24T18:55:00.003+08:00

Jiang Shan!

ACL :D

Buddies.

Went for Parents meeting session today with my daddy. Same ol thing lar. Lucky Mdm Chen & Chew Chew never say anything bad about me :D they even said i was sickly o.- maybe cos i slept one too many times in class :p

Thennn, went for 2nd service with Eugene & Jiang Shan. Had a great time. We sat at one of the last rows, and the experience was really cool! Eugene ah, Eugene ... at church that time not high, other places then high. How cannnnn. -_-. Today's teaching was about .... fasting, yes. Motivates me to start fasting for Jesus asap! XD Zzz, my eye's still swollen and red. What to do, see too many bad people liao. Hahar.

-k.

49. why?

2008-05-23T20:09:00.004+08:00

Cried. Cut. Bled.

Cried a total of 3 times today. I didn't show it, so you might have missed it. Had a riff with my parents just now. Ended up with a huge cut on my hand. Sorry clique-ers and hunz, i hurt myself again. :C never seen myself bled so much before, it was phenomenal yet quite shocking. It's stop bleeding now, so don't worry so much. C:

Caregroup was cancelled today (wth) cos there were only Eugene & me attending =____=. Wei Wei got lost somewhere in Pasir Ris and others just couldn't make it. Zzz. Tomorrow meet-the-parents session leh, sianz. That Mdm Chen & Chew Chew sure suan me like hell lor. Gah, my eyes are so swollen now it hurts even when i look at bright lights.

Oh yarh, Mr Teo, if you ever were to read this, cheer up okay? See you so down, it makes everybody down :C What's worse, you're not gonna teach us again! D: I bet you that the next teacher will never teach as good as you did. I'm starting to worry if i'm ever getting that A again.

-k.
PS. It's the holidays! Don't stay cooped up in the house! Get out there and have some fun!

48. new love

2008-05-22T16:54:00.002+08:00

Drank beer & gin-mixed-with-coke-and-some-other-stuff today. I got super high okay? Thanks WL & co for the gin-thingy. And hor, i have another beer by my side again! Wahaha. Lolz. Addict @__@.

Like i said, i got super high, so today wasn't such a bad day. Didn't attend the science course cos i had a dental appointment later in the afternoon. That's why i'm at home now XD dentist said that i needed to get braces, and extract 4 teeth. Even if not 4, at least 2. W. T. F. H. And it's so ex can? $2500-$3500. Sianzzzz.

Hm. Someone else called me a bitch. What to do, some people don't know how to use words properly. I won't call that person something mean lar, haha. Gosh, i feel so peaceful now -_-'. I miss the gin thingy, i gulped it down when i was on my way to meet my daddy. Wth -_-'. Now, i'm starting to like school, cos everyday there's alcohol. Thanks ah Sam, WL & whoever else who has alc. You make my day. :D Not (maybe never) forgetting the clique-ers too. The towel fight we had today was memorable. :D

-k.
PS. You suck C:
PSS. Let's get it over and done with.
PSSS. I WANT BEEEEEEER!

2008-05-19T21:01:00.000+08:00

Do you know that drinking soymilk is actually more effective than drinking milk? It gives almost twice as much calcium as milk does! :D i feel taller already XD

45. life's a beach

2008-05-19T16:39:00.001+08:00

I MISS THE BEACH!
I WANNA GO TO THE BEACH!
That time go West Coast Park also got no beach,
Cannot go topless, lolz. =X
Still.
I WANNA GO TO THE BEACH!

-k.

43. thank you clique-ers

2008-05-17T22:46:00.004+08:00

My day started off very lonely, cos i recieved an sms from hunnybunny that he won't be smsing me when his bill burst. What to do lar, can't expect everyone to reciprocate. Saw gifts Daddy brought home from his Thailand business trip. It made me tear, cos i feel so goddamn guilty. So, i tried to talk, tried to communicate. It failed, but it is quite impossible at the first try. Went off to {clique's day out - refer to clique's blog for more details}.

Came home happy happy. Showed Daddy some photos i took. Ironically, we quarreled again afterwards. I made him tear, and he made me tear too. Daddy, you want me to leave the house, no problem. I'll leave when i feel like it. Mommy saw the attitude i was giving Daddy and tried to be the peacemaker, but to no avail. But thanks Mommy, cos you did try to explain. Seeing you so caring and ... motherly makes me cry too. I've never felt so misunderstood in my life. But if Daddy really can't stand my presence, sorry Mommy, i have to leave.

Whatever.

-k.

42. distant

2008-05-16T16:26:00.001+08:00

Went bowling @ CSC with Audz, Nicola & Prisz. Had a great time :D photos taken today:

Hees. Rockers.

-k.

41. it's been 41 days!

2008-05-15T20:22:00.007+08:00

Xuan Wen, don't think too much kay? Yknow i'd never say that about you. C: Anyway, i predicted that today would be another emo day, but surprisingly, it wasn't soooo emo.

My darling got sore eye leh! So poor thing :C

Elaine cried today, for like 3/4 of the day? Sigh. See her like that i also heartpain, but still ...
Went for Caregroup after school. Took some photos :D

{oh my goodness}

{Lolz, trying to act all Matrix eh?}

{Wei Wei & Darryl having fun :D}
{Jiangshan so cute lor. :D}

I was having a great day, thanks to my super-duper-awesome caregroup, but my mom totally screwed up my day. I tell you, if she's ever to stop me from going to Caregroup, i would go anyway. C: The church is not a cult, get that into your thick skulls.

-k.

2008-05-14T22:48:00.002+08:00

Wahlan eh.
I'm not siding anyone, kay?
But that was totally uncalled for.
And it wasn't a very nice thing to do, or say.
There's a time to discriminate,
Hate every motherfucker that's in your way.

{ i'll pay up $0.50 tomorrow, sorry }

40. high-day

2008-05-14T19:44:00.002+08:00

Today, i was my complete opposite. :D well, at least the emo bug's left me for at least a day. When i happy, everybody also happy. It felt great! C:

Happy-ed throughout the whole day (improvement, heheh). I especially loved English period as i vandalized some people's forearms. :D so fun lor can? In the end, Elaine, Sharmain, Xuan Wen & i were caught by our math teachers. Hah! XD had to go wash off the marker ink immediately (as ordered by Mr Teo) with Sharmain. The soap damn smelly can? It made me nauseous throughout the Math periods.
also not completely his fault right? what injustice. >:C

Went off to Audrey's place after school. Mainly, to have her bananas and to (shhhhh) C:. Sadly, her brother ate the last banana. -_-'. Ate her strawberries instead. So nice lor. :D right now, there isn't really anything to post cos some things are meant to be kept as a secret. C;.

xiaobin, don't give up okay? We'll make it through together.

All smiles,
-k.

39. downhill

2008-05-13T15:44:00.002+08:00

My life's taking a wrong turn. Everything just seems so ... meaningless to me.

Today was my emo day at school. Emo this, emo that. But Audrey today also quite emo. Sigh. Audrey! Better not follow in my footsteps hor. My case is already ... almost beyond hope. Luckily, Audrey was happy again during recess, yay! Haha. Got back my Geog & History scripts today. Failed Geog, haha! Lowest in class seh. Passed History though. Heh, expected. Oh yah, i passed my Art too. 60.6. Lolz. That was unexpected.

So, what does it mean to 'expect the unexpected'? Cos if we're doing that, we're expecting again. Hm.

-k.

38. what i am

2008-05-12T18:28:00.001+08:00

What i really am.
I myself am not even sure.
I feel like i'm losing myself.
I don't know what i am anymore.
Maybe i should be what he says.
He says i'm emo.
He say i'm a freaking hongster.
So maybe that's what i am.
An emo hongster.

37. bonkers

2008-05-11T11:00:00.002+08:00

{ This is meant to be yesterday's post }

I attended both services, so fun can? :D The first service was for mothers, so it wasn't as fun as the second. Wahlau, Nicol could only attend the first one, but then they never do the converting session! Wahlau eh. If not she could be my first convert lor. Sianz!

Hm. Before the first service, i went to OG with Ru bin & Ben. So funny can? We go up to the 4th floor, then go down again. Then go up again. So lolz lar. Then Ben go and bring us to the top floor, which was selling pillowcases and stuff. Can't explain how funny it is, but i really lol-ed (in my head) there. Then my trainers which costed me $100 + cut my ankle and gave me a blister! It hurt when i walk, but not when i jump. Weirdness.

Hm. Then after the 2 services, my daddy, my (super chio) brother and i went for a movie. We watched Speed Racer @ Jurong Point at about 9 in the night. So cool to catch a late night movie. Heheh. Speed Racer was cool, but it's not epic. Well, maybe not as epic as LOTR or Moulin Rouge!. But okay larh, the storyline just went off a teenylittlebit.

Harhars. It was a fun day. Saturdays' always my fun day. :D

-k.
P.S Dewen said my shoes were damn cool, and that he liked it. How cool is it to be complimented by your unit leader!! :D

35. tired

2008-05-09T17:43:00.002+08:00

Today started off well. Math was great; i scored 44/50 for my MYE. Woohoo. English was .... boring, as usual. Recess was just ... sucky.

Lazed around as i (deliberately) didn't bring my wallet, so no food for me. Then, there was this commotion about 'the throwing of a plate' (?). When it was time to gather, we were literally roasted under the hot sun. And that (censored) Mdm Chen was like taking her own sweet time lor. When we were all squishing and pushing to get to the 3rd floor, Xing Jin pulled my hairband off (again). I was like totally pissed, and i could have swore all i knew right there.

Then came along Samuel (2e3), who begun to trip me and lucky him, he succeeded. I shouted at him. I felt sorry though, for it wasn't totally his fault. But, what to do lar. Who ask them make me so angry. Like i said, being angry really takes most of my energy away. So, during ipw and science, you can see me lying on my table. Not sure if you can hear me snore though, haha.

-k.

34. clique day out

2008-05-08T18:30:00.002+08:00

Had Art exam today. Didn't really have trouble with it.

Went out with my clique + Samuel today! It was uber fun. :D Shan't elaborate cos Audrey has already posted all about it in her blog. Go check it out yeah! XD

I won Samuel in Daytona. WAHAHAHA.

-k.

33. the reason

2008-05-07T18:44:00.002+08:00

I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You

I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you

To my dear xiaobin.
Happy 1 month anniversary. C:
Although it was 2 days ago ...
C:

33. arithmetical

2008-05-07T15:03:00.002+08:00

About yesterday's Literature paper .............. i could manage it, but i was too lazy to do the 10m & 8m questions. Seriously, i just wrote a general summary and did not bother to elaborate. Ho ho.

Today .. was fun. C: Math was unbelievably simple (though i had some careless mistakes), and i'm proud of my ability. Heheh. Went to CSC with Samuel, Wei Qiao, Wei Xiang, Jason, Lay Jun, Karin, Regina, Sharmain, Wen Liang and my brother today. We went to bowl (duhhh) and my forearm is numb cos of it. o______x. How to do art later. Sianz.

My highest score = 60 (damn noob lar, can?)
My record = 6 consecutive gutters. C:
No. of strikes/spares = 2 strikes by yours truly :) 1 spare by the almighty Wei Qiao.

Then there was this guy who played by the name 'Law'. He damn pro can. Never strike also will get spare wan. Watching him play was rather .. entertaining. Harhar. My clique's going out tomorrow! Yippee. C:

-k.

2008-05-06T19:57:00.002+08:00

Titanic scene in Hokkien. So lolz.

Rihanna's new video. I don't like it.

32. good morning revival

2008-05-06T17:02:00.003+08:00

I really wanna change my character. It's no fun to be sad all the time. I wanna be like Elaine ... or maybe Audrey. Happy people. Heh. I emo, everybody emo. Not nice leh. So inconsiderate. Sigh.

Today's Caregroup session was nooot fun, for once. I didn't have fun :C well, i didn't have as much fun as before. Maybe i was too emo? Lolz.

Change from emo - happy.
Easy to say lar, not sure whether easy to do or not.

Sianz.

-k.

31. "grotesque monster"

2008-05-05T18:02:00.002+08:00

Just realized that i've been using this skin for over a month. I still love it though, haaahz.

Audrey has revived her blog! And it's as Audrey as ever! XD Her blog posts are so entertaining ... lolz. Everybody's posts are entertaining as long as they keep me busy. Heheh. Tomorrow got caregroup leh, so happy. I love my caregroup. And my shepherd's fawesome. She's a breakdancer. ;D BUT. Tomorrow also have E. Lit paper. Sianz!

(Lol, i shall post in broken english :D)

As to what happened earlier today, i don't wanna talk about it luh. Don't ask me about it, cos i won't tell. C: Recently, i've noticed that indeed we do get very active when we're Sec 2s. Some of my friends (am not saying who) have started asking me for tips and tricks on how to 'get the girl'. Funny lehs. Haha. But, being my usual helpful self, i did help them. Not that i'm a pro lah, just share some experience lor, haha.

I feel hungry. No wait, i don't. I keep having this feeling like 'i'm hungry but i don't feel like eating'. It's not pleasant ... ;C. I love to eat! Ahahaha. Seriously, like i'd eat anything, but i do take into consideration the amounts of fat or whatsoever. C: But a little fat won't hurt, right? C:

-k.

31. trauma

2008-05-05T13:11:00.003+08:00

I just experienced the most traumatic moment of my life.

Even when somebody opens the door,

I'm suddenly afraid.

Used to be brave, but now i falter ...

-k.

2008-05-05T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to Coach Ser & Sam's Mom! =D

- k.
& happy 1month to us. C:

30. introducing, my assistant careleader

2008-05-04T21:38:00.003+08:00

Never forgetting the ever-entertaining Eugene C:

Heheh. C:

Like shepherd, like sheep. Haaaaaaaaah.

Eugene rocks luh. C:
My super-chio brother rocks too. Lolz. :D

- k.

29. euphoria

2008-05-03T20:55:00.002+08:00

Today i very happy leh. Lolz.
HEAR THIS EVERYONE: THE USUALLY EMO KATHARINE IS HAPPY TODAY.
Lolz.

Went for Church Service today. Had a fun time. C:. Maybe it was cos i sat beside Eugene? Or maybe cos everyone's happy today, ahahahaahz. Sad thing is, I sang too much till my throat hurts now. Booooo. :C.

Attended my couzie's wedding after that. It's held at a church :D We even had a time of worship for God, like how cool is that? And the bride damn chio lor. Hm, i'm guessing that she's of an indian and chinese accent. Seriously, the sight of her (or her sister :P) takes my breath away. :0. Haaahz.

Shall highlight something i learned during Teaching today. Heheh.

Hebrews 13:17
17Obey your leaders and submit to their authority. They keep watch over you as men who must give an account. Obey them so that their work will be a joy, not a burden, for that would be of no advantage to you.

Get that into your heads, people. Leaders are chosen by teachers or whosoever that is of a higher rank. They are chosen for a purpose. So, respect them and it'll make their jobs much much easier. C:

God bless all.
- k.

28. failure

2008-05-02T18:37:00.003+08:00

Had the MT Paper 2 & 3 today. Sianz lor. I totally screwed it up. Sigh.

I don't know why i always wait till the last minute and then do my paper. Goddamned paper. Haah.

Pssh. No mood to post. Maybe tomorrow.

- Squirt Leader k.

28. jesus =)

2008-05-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

Hm, i've always thought that things happened for a reason, and i know i have not made the wrong decision in letting God into my life. My brother told me something that came as quite a shocker to me.

"Jie, you know hor, you're the only one that can make Wei Wei smile in the caregroup. It's like a miracle, you know?"

It was flattering to know that. C=. Jesus has been expecting me all the while, now it seems that Wei Wei has been expecting my arrival as well. Heheh.

- Squirt Leader k.

27. hate

2008-05-01T17:16:00.002+08:00

'Have you ever hated on anyone?'

Hm. No. Not really. I mean, the word 'hate' is a word too strong for me to use. Hate is a simple word, it has only 2 meanings, and can be used as a noun or a verb. What i'm trying to say is that, the farthest i would go is only 'dislike' (God told us to "love our neighbours as ourselves" right?). So, now i'm trying to find the goodness in everybody so that i'll forever have a good impression of them. C= Do i sound like a good person? Heheh.

On the contrary, i do feel a special distaste towards some people, even some whom i don't really know. It's a funny thing, but it does happen to us all. But, hating and getting angry, it really takes away my energy. =____='.

- Squirt Leader k.

26. lost

2008-04-30T18:55:00.002+08:00

Didn't go to school today cos i was having a headache that really hurt and the doc gave me a mc yesterday, so why waste it? =)

Heard that the Science & English papers were pretty easy today, which really surprised me for i thought that the Science paper was going to be as tough as the revision paper Mrs Chew gave us. Slept and woke at about .... 12? Hahaa. Had my brunch and went back to sleep again. Woke at about 3 and went for a counseling session.

Ended counseling and replied to all my messages. Was surprised to see Wen Liang's message there. It said:

'SQUIRT LEADER, y u didn't come to sch today?'

And i laughed, really. Such a simple message like this was like an instant pick-me-up. Haah. To be honest, i did really have a headache, and i'm still having it now though it's been like, 12 hours? :(

Tomorrow's Labour Day. Who wants to go out and have a fun time? :D

- Squirt Leader k.

25. oh, hell

2008-04-29T20:48:00.002+08:00

Life has been shitty for me recently. Exams, pressure, flu ... sigh.

Had Math & MT Paper 1 today. Math was no problem-o. MT was .... crappy - i completed it in the last 20 minutes o.=. Right now, i can't really decide whether i've been happy, sad, angry, miserable or whatsoever. Flu's hitting hard on me. It made me fall asleep during teaching during Service (whoops) and i couldn't sing. It's hard, yknow. Not being able to sing and not being 'in the spirit' just like the others. I couldn't even remember if there were converts last week.

Hm.

The 23rd of April ...

Is my 1-month Spiritual Birthday =)

Didn't really get to celebrate it with my caregroup, but nevertheless. =). No cakes, no cards whatsoever. But hell, it's the thought that counts right? =)

Sigh, i can't go on faking a smile any longer.
This smiley [ =) ] doesn't even look real. =_=

Maybe i should try faking my happiness instead ...
- Squirt Leader k.

23. ill

2008-04-27T16:52:00.002+08:00

Alrighty, i shall make my 2008 resolutions now.

#1: Put on a smile at all times, even if i don't mean it.
#2: Don't ever wish to fall sick.
#3: Learn to think about others before myself.
#4: Reconsider before doing anything silly.
#5: Shower earlier.
#6: Don't ever skip breakfast.

Sheesh. These are really hard goals for me. Nevertheless, i shall strive to achieve it! =D

- Squirt leader k. =)

21. dang

2008-04-25T19:10:00.002+08:00

Screwed up bad yesterday. Sigh.

Cried again today. Wahlau. If i really lost Samuel's History Test Paper, i'd go and ... bang my head against the wall?
Yeah, i'd do that.

Maybe now, maybe later, cos i'm certain that it's not with me.

How forgetful can i get?

How stubborn can i be?

Sigh.

To let go or to hold on?

'Either way i cannot win.'

Ponder. Wonder. Ponder. Wonder. Ponder. Wonder.

-k.
PS. Talk to me =C

20. SQUIRTERRRRR!

2008-04-24T18:44:00.003+08:00

I'm the Squirt Leader, nuahahaha. =D

For those who wanna join, you don't really have to contact me alone, there's gary and wenliang too. =) Donno whether i should give out their numbers anot =______=. Ask them in school ba.

Hung out with Ying Shuang, Samuel, Lay Jun & (later) Gary @ West Mall and then the places hdbs near West Mall. Had tonnes of fun with them. Have to say, they totally made my day! =D

Hmm, not only them bah. I must say, being the Squirt Leader does have its benefits ... XD Gosh, i'm getting sick by the day =____________=. Still. XD.

TO ALL SQUIRTERS!
RESPECT YOUR LEADER!!!! XD

-k.

PS. I passed my math test!
PSS. I scored an A too ;D
PSSS. Audrey, i know you scored very high lah =_____=

18. sicko!

2008-04-22T17:46:00.002+08:00

Had the UNSW Science after school today. It was tough, i tell ya! Fell asleep halfway through the paper. =_______='.

Hung with Ru Bin & friends after that. Fcoolness.

He's mine! Rawrrrrrr.
So hands off. C=

-k.

2008-04-21T20:54:00.004+08:00

Look away.
Ignore me.
Don't call my name.
Don't even say it out loud.
Just let me pass,
And i'll let you pass too.

Has been quite some time since i pointed the middle finger. The feeling was .... indescribable. Haaah. Ru Bin, please do not kill me when you read this. T______T

I passed my math test. Heheh.

Once again,
-k.

Hands off.

17. Breakdown

2008-04-21T18:51:00.004+08:00

Broke down in school today. This proves that i can't handle too much workload.

Had MT Oral after school today. I was so worried that i might end up crying while reading out the passage, thank God i didn't -_-' Borrowed some of Eugene's sermons today, found them rather enlightening.

Been granted a few minutes access of the comp, so i'd better type fast.

Just a little something for those who are on the verge of breaking down.

God says:
John 15:4-7

4Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me.
5"I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing.
6If anyone does not remain in me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned.
7If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you.

God is faithful in helping you.
Do your best and God will help you do the rest C=

Pray to God and trust Him for it.

Teachings by Justin of Y-Hope Church.

:D, hope this helped.

-k.

15. Lacking a daily necessity

2008-04-19T16:00:00.002+08:00

My 'parent' confiscated my laptop.
Like, fuck. (sorry)

Footsteps heavy ...
Eye closed ..
I visualized the outcome of the whole situation.

I chuckled
As the blade slowly scrapes the skin of my arm ..
As the blood slowly flowed out
Tears roll down my face
What had i done?

Now, i'm only left with one mode of communication. That is through sms/call, of course. Thank God my daddy was merciful enough to return me my cellphone.

Using Xuan Wen's comp to blog now. Sigh.

-k.

12. dusk

2008-04-16T19:51:00.003+08:00

Woke up exhausted. I actually didn't want to go to school, but my daddy forced me to. =____=.
Suffered from muscle aches here and there. I hate NAPFA. =_______='.

Hung out with Wen Liang, Samuel & Sheng Hao after school. Had lotsa fun. :D. Went home with Ru Bin after that. Bumped into Gary on the bus, what a surprise! XD. Hung with Ru Bin under my block till it was about ... 7? Haahs.

Now i realize how much i love you.

-k.

11. What's wrong with being monolingual?

2008-04-15T17:40:00.004+08:00

Had NAPFA test today, scored mostly B's -_____-'.

Sit & Reach: 38cm (B/C -__-)
Standing Board (?) Jump: 170 cm (B T____T)
Shuttle Run: 11:47 s (B -_-)
Sit Ups: 36 ( A! :D)
Inclined Pull ups: 17 (A! :D)

Let's compare with another pro guy ...

Sit & Reach: 30 cm
Standing Board (?) Jump: 194 cm
Shuttle Run: 9:99 s
Sit Ups: 54
Inclined Pull ups: 60 / + (i forgot =___=)

All in all, i am pleased with my results. I thought it was actually going to be tough, but it turned out quite fun. :D. Yes, i know i'm noob lah T___T.

Okay, onto the main point of this post:
What's the point in living?
I asked several people and their answers were somewhat similar.
"To spread the love of God!"
"To be my girlfriend! (lol)"
"I donno ..."
{ okay, you might not see the similar-ness of these answers, but i do. And that's good enough. }

We live, we die, regardless of whether we led a happy or miserable life. In other words, when there's a beginning, there is sure to be an end. If that's life, then i'd rather give it up. However, the only thing's that holding me back is that i cannot face the ones i love (or love me) if i were to ever do such a supposedly-foolish thing ...

Sigh.

Ponder. Wonder. Ponder. Wonder.

-k.

2008-04-14T22:15:00.002+08:00

1. Full name: Katharine soh kai jun
2. Name spelled backwards: nuj iak hos enirahtak
3) Were you named after anyone: Nope.
4) Meaning of name: Pure C=
5) Nickname: meow meow, kath, k.
6) Screen Name: katharine
7) D.O.B: November the 8th, 1994
8) Place of Birth: Mount Elizabeth, Singapore
9) Nationality: Singaporean
10) Current Location: Room -_-
11) Star Sign: Scorpio
12) Religion: Christian C=
13) Height: 16.....something :D
14) Weight: I fluctuate =C
15) Shoe Size: 6/7
16) Hair Color: Black? Brown?
17) Eye Color: Dark Brown
18) Who do you look like?: Cheena girl -_-'
19) Inner or Outer: Huh?
20) Left or Right: Right-o
21) Gay, Lesbian, Straight, Bi or others: Straight =___=
22) Best Friend: The Clique 5! =J
23) Friend you trust most: Sharmain/XuanWen/Audrey/Elaine/Ru Bin :D
24) Fav Pals: The Clique 5 -_-
25) Best friend of the opp sex: My brother.
26) Best Buddies: Go die lah. -_-'
27) Boyfriend or Girlfriend: Both. :D
28) Crush: Don't tell you. C=
29) Parents: Freddy & Agnes
30) Worst Enemy: My mom XD
31) Fav online guy: Uh
32) Fav online girl: Sharmain, perhaps?
33) Craziest Friend: Xuan Wen -_-'
34) Advice Friend: Audrey/Daddy/Samuel
35) Loudest Friend: Audrey -_-'
36) Person you cry with:Myself T___T
37) Any sisters: Nope
38) Any brothers: Yep.
39) Any Pets: Bunny :3
40) Any disease: Nope.
41) Any Pagers: -_-'
42) Personal Phone Line: Yeah
43) Cell Phone: Yep
44) Cell Sponser line: Singtel
45) Pool or HotTub: Hot Tub :D
46) A car: One. Heheh.
47) Personality: Different.
48) Driving: Sucks. =___='.
49) Room: Rather disorganized.
50) Whats Missing: His presence x\
51) School: Hillgrove Sec
52) Bed Color: It changes from time to time
53) R'ship with Parents: Rocky.
54) Believe in Yourself: At times.
55) Believe in LOVE at first sight: Hmm ... not really ...
56) Good-Listener: But not so good at understanding. =______=.
57) Get along with parents: Dad, yeah. Mom, not really.
58) Save email conversations: In one of my accs.
59) Pray: Yeah.
60) Believe in reincarnation: Kind of ...
61) Make fun of people: Not so often.
62) Like talking on the fone: Not really. -____-'
63) Want to get married: Who doesn't? :D
64) Like to drive: Nooooo.
65) Morning sickness: It just sucks.
66) Eaten Stem of Brocoli: Loved it. XD
67) Eat chicken wif fork: Uh, i think so ...
68) Dream in color: -__-?
69) Type your finger in home role: Huuuuuuuh???
70) Sleep wif stuff animal: Used to. :P.
71) Next to you: Bed
72) On the walls in your room: Paint and a few neoprints.
73) On your mousepad: My mouse and hairband
74) Dream car: None in particular.
75) Dream date: Hmm ...
76) Dream Honeymoon spot: Hawaii :D
77) Dream Husband or Wife: Hmm ... have yet to decide ...
78) Bedtime: 12 / +-
79) Under your bed: Mattress
80) Single most important Question: What's the point in living?
81) Bad time of Day: Morning -_-
82) Your worst fear: BIGGGG FISHIESSS
83) The weather is: Calm
84) Time: 10:30 p.m.
85) Date: April the 14th, 2008
86) Best trick did on someone: Can't recall. -_-'.
87) Theme Song: Hmm ...
88) Hardest thing about growing up: Coping with school
89) Funniest experience: Overlooking something -__-'
90) Scariest experience: Visit to the Underwater World O____O
91) Silliest thing you ever did: Run on slippery ground ... and fall headfirst.
92) Scariest thing when you are with your friend: Chatting about ghosts.
93) Worst feeling: Morning sickness.
94) Best feeling in the world: Being close to him.
95) Last words: This sucks

Damn bored lah can? No mood to do art (my idea bulb just fused, ahahaha) and i don't feel like going to school tomorrow. :\. What's the point in living anyway? Really. Study so hard for what, grow up also might not get the job i want. Still, i'm looking forward to sec 3, where there'll be no more D&T! :D

10. i love you but i hate you

2008-04-14T19:53:00.003+08:00

Graaaahhhhhhh. Spent most of the day with Ru Bin & Gang. Zzz. Now i really have to rush my 3 incomplete art pieces.

Went to lounge @ the KTV room at Eugene's with Ru Bin they all lah. :D. Slack slack slack. Eventually I was made a pillow. -_-'. Jie Xiang's 'laughing' ringtone so funny lah. Keep laughing (or should i say, sniggering). Took 945 to West Mall after that with Jie Xiang, Ru Bin & Darryl. Dined at KFC and got bullied for my lack of ability to understand chinese idioms. T____T. Wanted to counter with English idioms but had trouble recalling most of em. =____=. Bully me very fun hor. >________>.

Shall start on my art now. :).

-k.

Think. If there is no hate in this world, there wouldn't be such a thing called love too. :D.

9. doubts

2008-04-13T18:05:00.007+08:00

Basketball. :).

Took the most photos with her. Heheh. C=

-k.

8. all in my mind

2008-04-12T19:59:00.002+08:00

Went for church service today, only that i brought Audrey, Xuan Wen, Xin Jing (& Sean) & Sheng Hao with me. :D. Reached my goal for this month, yay.

Went for West Huddle after that, sweated like a pig. Went it was time for a debrief, i had trouble sitting cos i was wearing a mini skirt. My leg went completely numb and i couldn't move a muscle. and you didn't help me up. Went completely emo and quiet. Though the others (DeWen, Eugene, Yong Mei and all) tried to cheer me up, it was to no avail. Sigh.

Went to KFC after that to have dinner and went home after that.

Why am i always sad? That's a good question. I don't know.

-k

7. Happy anniversary :)

2008-04-11T22:24:00.002+08:00

Hmm...school was its usual boring self, but it sucked even more cos of the assembly. -_-'. It was fun cheering for Zheng Kang & Karin, but when they give their speeches, ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. Our dismissal was delayed again, wahlau eh.

Rubbishbin went to CSC to play bowling, while i hung with Audrey & Xuan Wen at West Mall. Lunched at BK and took new videos. :P. We warped faces too, and laughed till our tummies/throats ached. ;D. Went to look for (ahem)'s prezzie, and found one really really cute blue bear. :3. Bought it and waited for Rubbishbin to come back.

Went home with him as usual.

If bullying is a form of your love, i'd jolly well take it in. :).

Nothing can come between me & my daddy. <3. :D.

-k.

6. Mdm Tiong sucks

2008-04-10T17:04:00.002+08:00

Love = fun
Love + Friends to tease you = Fun x 2! :D

I don't know why, but when the e2/e3 people started teasing me, i find myself smiling my widest and laughing away. Funny eh. XD.

Bringing 3 visitors to Y-hope this saturday...yay! :D Hmm...must strive to bring more! :D

1 more day. Wheets.

-k.

5. I'm going crazy

2008-04-09T19:51:00.003+08:00

~~Family. Love.~~ Education.

3.

2008-04-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

Yuckers. I can't handle bangs.

2008-04-07T18:57:00.004+08:00

:D.
Rubbishbin told me that he called out my name in Home Ec class, funny sia. Can't imagine the embarrassment. Watching ANTM reruns again, nothing better to do luh. -_-'.
Went to the Hydroponics Farm today. Wasn't as 'high-tech' as i supposed it would be. In fact, it really looked like a farm except that there wasn't as many farmers.
When it was time for Q&A, that guy was being totally unfair lo. Sahra shout out the answer also can get the flower. I shout out also cannot get. Stupid banana guy. Bought the Peppermint thingy, it's so refreshing! XD
I think i overate today -_-. Ate 6 sandwiches and 2 cereal bars. Whattheapple.

Fcuteness.

2.

2008-04-05T20:42:00.003+08:00

Love Jesus, love his dawgs.

Went for church service today. Was fun, but unintentionally hurt rubbishbin's feelings. :\.
Stayed silent and un-sporting till i got home. Thanks to Eugene, Dewen and some others for trying to cheer me up. :). Y-hope church soo roxorzzxsz.
Waited for the MRT for like, 1 hour? Most trains were crowded with sweaty and smelly people, so yeah. I knew i should have took the Green Line instead of the Red one, wasted sooo much of my time. Grah. Rushrushrushed over to rubbishbin's estate to meet with his sister. Fcuteness.

I'm sorry.
Terribly sorry.
Horribly sorry.
Tremendously sorry.
Extremely sorry.
Exceedingly sorry.
Really sorry.
Sincerely sorry.

1.

2008-04-04T17:06:00.002+08:00

My prayer came true....:D

2008-04-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

God, please bless ru bin so that he may recover sooner.
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A prayer. Yes, i think that my sentence doesn't make sense but i think God can understand.
I hope you'd heed my request, God. :\

2008-04-01T20:25:00.002+08:00

Rubbishbin sick le. ;(.

Lessons breezed by today, except that CME was rather...disappointing. Didn't do my bookmark, ahahaha. Miss David was so......stereotypical, it sucks. Went to rubbishbin's house to find out what happened to him. Sigh, sick until liddat. :(

Really worried for Rubbishbin now, he's been throwing up all afternoon. D;. Sigh, how i wish i could be by his side again. :(

2008-03-30T14:00:00.002+08:00

Tell me guys, is there any way to change your parents' mind about moving house?

I desperately need help. I don't know when my parents are going to find a potential buyer for my house and i really don't wanna move.

I don't want to live that far away from my rubbishbin. :(

I don't want my rubbishbin to be upset cos of this. :(

I don't want to move. :(

Someone get me a beer or something, i wanna get drunk.

I wanna cry.

2008-03-30T11:20:00.001+08:00

Sigh, i really miss my rubbishbin. :\.

Like, where'd you go?

Wherever you went, please come back soon.

Please?

:(

2008-03-25T23:52:00.002+08:00

Bad luck dawns on me this week.

I'm gonna fail my math test.

I'm not gonna get into 3e1.

I'm not gonna be able to study Biomedical Science.

I'm gonna fail my D&T.

I'm gonna drop from one of the top in Art to one of the lousiest.

I've failed.

Thanks Ru Bin, for being such a good friend :)

Were you trying to tell me something?
Cos i think i got it.

2008-03-21T19:47:00.000+08:00

I forgive you,
and i, too, shall apologize for the mistakes i've made.

2008-03-20T19:17:00.002+08:00

Started off with tears in my eyes, but ended off with a big smile! :B

FIRST OFF. I forgotten to bring my file today -___- All the worksheets/papers i planned to hand up could not be handed up. ZZZ.

FIRST PERIOD OF THE DAY. English :). As i mentioned earlier, i did not bring my file and therefore, no worksheet. Sigh. It was really kind of Miss Siti to come and comfort me after seeing sadness in my eyes. :).

TWO S-ES FOR YOU: SCIENCE SUCKS. Or rather, my science teacher sucks. Luckily for me, she didn't catch me without my notes and science textbook. Whew~ n____n. Oh yah, thanks Wei Qiao, for lending me your textbook so that i can 'cover' myself. :D

REEEE-CESSSSSS! Mei Jia cried when Audrey told her not to follow the clique today. I actually found it funny, and i'm laughing in my head now (it's making me dizzy). Walked down the uhm...corridor of photos (????) with the clique and saw a photo of me. I was like, WTFOMGAHHHHHHHHH! I looked so ugly and unglam -____-
(shall skip and skip till school's dismissed)

DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS. And words, LOLOLOL. Hung out with Jason, Wei Qiao, Wen Liang, Wei Xiang, Chze Kuan & Samuel today. So funny lah, they keep talking about dirrrrrty things. They even went to check the meaning of 'clitoris' and 'thong' -_________-'' After that, Jason treated me to a drink (Merci, Jason!) and we (Wx/Jason/Wl/Sam) chatted about random stuff. They kept asking me to spill the beans on what happened between me and Mei Jia. I told them, and i think Wen Liang was the only one who's really listening. Such a good friend, :D. And after that they went to the D&T room to tie up some knots.

OH, JEALOUSY. Went to the Library and looked 'round for Audrey. Nowhere to be seen and so i proceeded to the canteen. They (Xw/Audrey/MJ) were walking back. Heh. Went back to the Library and helped Audrey with her 'Save Our Earth' thingy. Jason & Gang returned and, as usual, they continued their dirrrrrrty jokes. Harhar.

I felt relatively happy today. Thanks Wen Liang, & others. :)

2008-03-19T20:52:00.002+08:00

To: Mei Jia
RE: Copycatting.

so what if i want to buy a guess wallet ?
what's wrong with you ?
just because u bought it before me ,
and introduce it to me ,
i know it long ago ,
i never buy the wallet that's all .
so if u bought that wallet and told someone u bought this guess wallet ,
that person go and buy it ,
that person is a copycat ?
get your fact right .
guess is also not your brand .
not only you can buy .
i'm super fed up with you .
what the fuck do you want ?!
everything i do , buy ,
after u introduce to me ,
so i'm a copycat ?!
what fucking logic is this .
seriously ,
you fucking hard to please _|_
BIATCH .

As i read through your post, i was crushed. I saw my potential best friend in you, and you call me a bitch? And just over a little tantrum? Have you ever thought of how you treated me? Spitting out those discouraging comments such as 'You're growing fatter' or 'You can't balance books on your head', i find it really unfair. The nastiest word (or phrase) i ever used on you is either Pest/Anorexic/Don't practice what you preach. And those are just 2 words and a phrase. If you'd ask me to list out what are the nastiest things you ever said to me, i fear the list would be very long.

Have you ever thought, that you are actually attacking someone's self esteem, just to make you feel better about yourself. Even if it were just for fun, did you ever think of the consequences? It might actually hurt someone, you know. And, fyi, most of the times, it did.

AND. I noticed that when i wouldn't eat, you wouldn't too. What is this? Are we just 2 people participating in a competition to see who eats lesser? Really, if you wanna feel good about yourself, find some other way to do it. I'm sick, and tired, of you putting me down. At first i thought, I'm losing a friend. I actually cried when i saw the last sentence of your post. But now, i don't really care. I'd rather lose a friend that attacks my self esteem than 4 other besties of mine that actually support me.

I tried, I held on, but it was too much for me. I really don't know what else to say...you think about it yourself.

Yours truly,
-katharine

They said that Leo's and Scorpio's could never be best buds. Both struggle to outshine each other, and both have to give and not only take. If they fail to do so, they might end up in a ferocious fight.
You took too much.

2008-03-17T21:42:00.002+08:00

How much i really hate copycats:

1) Very much.
2) Too much that everytime i see something similar to mine, i go mad.
3) I'd like to just scream in their faces with things like,"You fuck! Go get a mind of your own and quit copying me!" or "Is it really necessary for me to copyright my ideas so that I can sue you when you steal my idea(s)?".
4) Those who've copied me; You know, I know. Quit. It.

2008-03-15T21:04:00.001+08:00

I am freaking happy now. :D

Cos i bought my very first corset with my own money (it costs only $11 after discounting)

$______$ :D

I love it, so so very much. :3

Harhar.

2008-03-12T23:15:00.001+08:00

I am sad.

Family problems.

Mom left.

Seriously, why am i such an emotional wreck?

Thanks, Sheng Hao, for consoling me. :)

2008-03-11T01:38:00.002+08:00

I really, really, really love Moulin Rouge!
Check this videos out if you have the time. Great musical u____u.

Come What May
Performed by Ewan Mcgregor & Nicole Kidman.

El Tango de Roxanne
Performed by Ewan Mcgregor, Jose Feliciano & Jacek Koman.

....
And, if you're interested in the movie,
you can catch it <here

Adios,
-katharine

2008-03-10T01:53:00.004+08:00

Some movies for the bored soul.

Meet the Spartans
Genre: Comedy
If you're smart enough, you'll know that this is a spoof of the movie '300'.
My word: Entertaining.

Link: Webbie

Pathfinder
Genre: Action/Drama/War
Movie about the wars the Vikings and the Native Americans used to have in the past. Starring Karl Urban (DOOM/LOTR). It is violent and bloody, you've been warned.
My word: Remarkable.

Link: Webbie

It's a Boy Girl Thing
Genre: Comedy/Romance
Something lighter. Typical teen flick.
My word:Enjoyable.

Link: Webbie

Still bored? Stay on that site and browse for more movies to watch then. :)

2008-03-06T18:17:00.002+08:00

Help, anyone?

I seriously need tutoring for Math! Any volunteers? X\ Frustrating. Need help on Ex 3h, Qn 5 (or any qn similar to that one). Will be online the whole day (6/3). Add me if you don't have my email: kunoichi_cyclone@hotmail.com.

Waving my white flag,
-katharine.

2008-03-01T17:21:00.002+08:00

I have a problem with Simple Plan's new video 'When I'm Gone'.
Not just because it has the same name as one of the Click Five's songs, it actually has lines from the Click Five's version and Good Charlotte's 'Misery'. I mean like, 'the misery loves company'? That's like, right off Good Charlotte's song! Like, that's copying. Shizz, yo. 'You're gonna miss me when I'm gone' was a line from the Click Five's version.The twirling with the guitars was gay. Wait, Pierre's new hair's even more gay.
I have a problem with that bassist too, he look as if he's trying to look like Synyster Gates. He's too short.
Heck. Cough. Pui.

And, also, i have a problem with people who don't practice what they preach. No, i'm not hating on you, Mei Jia. I do that to almost everybody i know, so don't think that you're the only one.
Besides, Sharmain did it too and i gave it to her.
We all have something we don't like. You don't like people pointing out your weaknesses, i don't like it too. I've been praising you to the High Heavens, and you're here 'shooting' me. But, i'm never hating on you. Get that right.

2008-02-28T15:51:00.003+08:00

Sarah Silverman fucking Matt Damon.

Jimmy Kemmel's (Sarah Silverman's boyfriend) response. There are stars like Brad Pitt (FedEx guy), The Madden Bros and Cameron Diaz on this one.

2008-02-25T19:42:00.002+08:00

I agree with Audrey, male dogs are dangerous.

A girl almost gets raped by her dog

Funny, really :3

Female pets are better, really o.o

2008-02-25T14:28:00.001+08:00

Chickenpox, curses.

Just for people that are interested or don't give a shit about my health.

I know i'm hard to please.

2008-02-24T22:00:00.003+08:00

Some videos :B

Gorrilaz = 19/2000

Bunny Fart :3

Cat kena rape...by a bunny

2008-02-24T11:31:00.002+08:00

Okay, so i may not have Mono, but my lymph node's swollen.

These few days have been hell for me. Fatigue, tiredness, headaches...zzz. What's even worse, a lymph node suddenly popped out near my scalp at about 3 in the morning. Plus, a pimple popped somewhere nearby too. It hurt, and i had a hard time sleeping. Nehz. Went to consult the doctor and he said that i had a swollen lymph node and that it was normal. He also said that it'll go away in about 2 weeks' time. Oh, rub it in, why don't you?

Wanna see my swollen lymph node?

2008-02-23T23:05:00.002+08:00

My mom's attitude just makes me sick.

As you know, i was down with the fever that started on Friday morning, and my mom thinks that i'm okay. Like, she even asked me to feed Bunny and carry heavy things. Like, WTFH, CAN'T YOU SEE I'M HAVING A FEVER, AND MY HEAD'S ACHING LIKE MAD???? Fuck you. You may think that my mom is young and so so pretty, but don't be deceived by her looks. Whose mom is that kind and caring anyway? I only know of a father, and that's my dad. He rocks more than my mom, period.

2008-02-22T12:02:00.002+08:00

Infection of the Lymph Nodes, otherwise known as Mono (Infectious Mononucleosis).

Where did i go wrong? Is it because i kissed my brother, or is it because of Chen Qiao's sweets or even the 'Blue Bandung Bubble Tea'. Feeling ever so tired, head aches like crazy and my throat's sore. Audrey, having problems with breathing can be serious, and chest pains too. If tomorrow still got, you'd better go consult the doctor! I won't want to have a 'nightmare come true'.

Okay, i was just suspecting that i'm having Mono, cos the symptoms match perfectly. But if it was true, i might not be able to come to school for 5-6 weeks. I'm sure to miss out a lot.

Mr (Marcus) Teo's a sick bastard, LOLOL.

2008-02-18T23:39:00.003+08:00

You have a mind of your own, so quit copying me.

The common tests are here, whoo. I'm so gonna flunk my math. If i did fail it, i'm gonna cry. Was over-confident. See lah, Katharine! _|_ Think i'll pass Geog, yay. English & History tomorrow, hope i'll do well. :)