Life has been shitty for me recently. Exams, pressure, flu ... sigh.

Had Math & MT Paper 1 today. Math was no problem-o. MT was .... crappy - i completed it in the last 20 minutes o.=. Right now, i can't really decide whether i've been happy, sad, angry, miserable or whatsoever. Flu's hitting hard on me. It made me fall asleep during teaching during Service (whoops) and i couldn't sing. It's hard, yknow. Not being able to sing and not being 'in the spirit' just like the others. I couldn't even remember if there were converts last week.

Hm.

The 23rd of April ...

Is my 1-month Spiritual Birthday =)

Didn't really get to celebrate it with my caregroup, but nevertheless. =). No cakes, no cards whatsoever. But hell, it's the thought that counts right? =)

Sigh, i can't go on faking a smile any longer.
This smiley [ =) ] doesn't even look real. =_=



Maybe i should try faking my happiness instead ...
- Squirt Leader k.