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Wednesday, April 30, 2008 @ 6:55 pm
26. lost
Didn't go to school today cos i was having a headache that really hurt and the doc gave me a mc yesterday, so why waste it? =)
Heard that the Science & English papers were pretty easy today, which really surprised me for i thought that the Science paper was going to be as tough as the revision paper Mrs Chew gave us. Slept and woke at about .... 12? Hahaa. Had my brunch and went back to sleep again. Woke at about 3 and went for a counseling session. Ended counseling and replied to all my messages. Was surprised to see Wen Liang's message there. It said: 'SQUIRT LEADER, y u didn't come to sch today?' And i laughed, really. Such a simple message like this was like an instant pick-me-up. Haah. To be honest, i did really have a headache, and i'm still having it now though it's been like, 12 hours? :( Tomorrow's Labour Day. Who wants to go out and have a fun time? :D - Squirt Leader k. |
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Tuesday, April 29, 2008 @ 8:48 pm
25. oh, hell
Life has been shitty for me recently. Exams, pressure, flu ... sigh.
Had Math & MT Paper 1 today. Math was no problem-o. MT was .... crappy - i completed it in the last 20 minutes o.=. Right now, i can't really decide whether i've been happy, sad, angry, miserable or whatsoever. Flu's hitting hard on me. It made me fall asleep during teaching during Service (whoops) and i couldn't sing. It's hard, yknow. Not being able to sing and not being 'in the spirit' just like the others. I couldn't even remember if there were converts last week. Hm. The 23rd of April ... Is my 1-month Spiritual Birthday =) Didn't really get to celebrate it with my caregroup, but nevertheless. =). No cakes, no cards whatsoever. But hell, it's the thought that counts right? =) Sigh, i can't go on faking a smile any longer. This smiley [ =) ] doesn't even look real. =_= Maybe i should try faking my happiness instead ... - Squirt Leader k. |
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Sunday, April 27, 2008 @ 4:52 pm
23. ill
Alrighty, i shall make my 2008 resolutions now.
#1: Put on a smile at all times, even if i don't mean it. #2: Don't ever wish to fall sick. #3: Learn to think about others before myself. #4: Reconsider before doing anything silly. #5: Shower earlier. #6: Don't ever skip breakfast. Sheesh. These are really hard goals for me. Nevertheless, i shall strive to achieve it! =D - Squirt leader k. =) |
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Friday, April 25, 2008 @ 7:10 pm
21. dang
Screwed up bad yesterday. Sigh.
Cried again today. Wahlau. If i really lost Samuel's History Test Paper, i'd go and ... bang my head against the wall? Yeah, i'd do that. Maybe now, maybe later, cos i'm certain that it's not with me. How forgetful can i get? How stubborn can i be? Sigh. To let go or to hold on? 'Either way i cannot win.' Ponder. Wonder. Ponder. Wonder. Ponder. Wonder. -k. PS. Talk to me =C |
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Thursday, April 24, 2008 @ 6:44 pm
20. SQUIRTERRRRR!
I'm the Squirt Leader, nuahahaha. =D
For those who wanna join, you don't really have to contact me alone, there's gary and wenliang too. =) Donno whether i should give out their numbers anot =______=. Ask them in school ba. Hung out with Ying Shuang, Samuel, Lay Jun & (later) Gary @ West Mall and then the places hdbs near West Mall. Had tonnes of fun with them. Have to say, they totally made my day! =D Hmm, not only them bah. I must say, being the Squirt Leader does have its benefits ... XD Gosh, i'm getting sick by the day =____________=. Still. XD. TO ALL SQUIRTERS! RESPECT YOUR LEADER!!!! XD -k. PS. I passed my math test! PSS. I scored an A too ;D PSSS. Audrey, i know you scored very high lah =_____= |
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Tuesday, April 22, 2008 @ 5:46 pm
18. sicko!
Had the UNSW Science after school today. It was tough, i tell ya! Fell asleep halfway through the paper. =_______='.
Hung with Ru Bin & friends after that. Fcoolness. He's mine! Rawrrrrrr. So hands off. C= -k. |
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Monday, April 21, 2008 @ 8:54 pm
Look away.
Ignore me. Don't call my name. Don't even say it out loud. Just let me pass, And i'll let you pass too. Has been quite some time since i pointed the middle finger. The feeling was .... indescribable. Haaah. Ru Bin, please do not kill me when you read this. T______T I passed my math test. Heheh. Once again, -k. Hands off. |
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@ 6:51 pm
17. Breakdown
Broke down in school today. This proves that i can't handle too much workload.
Had MT Oral after school today. I was so worried that i might end up crying while reading out the passage, thank God i didn't -_-' Borrowed some of Eugene's sermons today, found them rather enlightening. Been granted a few minutes access of the comp, so i'd better type fast. Just a little something for those who are on the verge of breaking down. God says: John 15:4-7 4Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me. God is faithful in helping you. Do your best and God will help you do the rest C= Pray to God and trust Him for it. Teachings by Justin of Y-Hope Church. :D, hope this helped. -k. |
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Saturday, April 19, 2008 @ 4:00 pm
15. Lacking a daily necessity
My 'parent' confiscated my laptop.
Like, fuck. (sorry) Footsteps heavy ... Eye closed .. I visualized the outcome of the whole situation. I chuckled As the blade slowly scrapes the skin of my arm .. As the blood slowly flowed out Tears roll down my face What had i done? Now, i'm only left with one mode of communication. That is through sms/call, of course. Thank God my daddy was merciful enough to return me my cellphone. Using Xuan Wen's comp to blog now. Sigh. -k. |
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Wednesday, April 16, 2008 @ 7:51 pm
12. dusk
Woke up exhausted. I actually didn't want to go to school, but my daddy forced me to. =____=.
Suffered from muscle aches here and there. I hate NAPFA. =_______='. Hung out with Wen Liang, Samuel & Sheng Hao after school. Had lotsa fun. :D. Went home with Ru Bin after that. Bumped into Gary on the bus, what a surprise! XD. Hung with Ru Bin under my block till it was about ... 7? Haahs. Now i realize how much i love you. -k. |
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Tuesday, April 15, 2008 @ 5:40 pm
11. What's wrong with being monolingual?
Had NAPFA test today, scored mostly B's -_____-'.
Sit & Reach: 38cm (B/C -__-) Standing Board (?) Jump: 170 cm (B T____T) Shuttle Run: 11:47 s (B -_-) Sit Ups: 36 ( A! :D) Inclined Pull ups: 17 (A! :D) Let's compare with another pro guy ... Sit & Reach: 30 cm Standing Board (?) Jump: 194 cm Shuttle Run: 9:99 s Sit Ups: 54 Inclined Pull ups: 60 / + (i forgot =___=) All in all, i am pleased with my results. I thought it was actually going to be tough, but it turned out quite fun. :D. Yes, i know i'm noob lah T___T. Okay, onto the main point of this post: What's the point in living? I asked several people and their answers were somewhat similar. "To spread the love of God!" "To be my girlfriend! (lol)" "I donno ..." { okay, you might not see the similar-ness of these answers, but i do. And that's good enough. } We live, we die, regardless of whether we led a happy or miserable life. In other words, when there's a beginning, there is sure to be an end. If that's life, then i'd rather give it up. However, the only thing's that holding me back is that i cannot face the ones i love (or love me) if i were to ever do such a supposedly-foolish thing ... Sigh. Ponder. Wonder. Ponder. Wonder. -k. |
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Monday, April 14, 2008 @ 10:15 pm
1. Full name: Katharine soh kai jun
2. Name spelled backwards: nuj iak hos enirahtak 3) Were you named after anyone: Nope. 4) Meaning of name: Pure C= 5) Nickname: meow meow, kath, k. 6) Screen Name: katharine 7) D.O.B: November the 8th, 1994 8) Place of Birth: Mount Elizabeth, Singapore 9) Nationality: Singaporean 10) Current Location: Room -_- 11) Star Sign: Scorpio 12) Religion: Christian C= 13) Height: 16.....something :D 14) Weight: I fluctuate =C 15) Shoe Size: 6/7 16) Hair Color: Black? Brown? 17) Eye Color: Dark Brown 18) Who do you look like?: Cheena girl -_-' 19) Inner or Outer: Huh? 20) Left or Right: Right-o 21) Gay, Lesbian, Straight, Bi or others: Straight =___= 22) Best Friend: The Clique 5! =J 23) Friend you trust most: Sharmain/XuanWen/Audrey/Elaine/Ru Bin :D 24) Fav Pals: The Clique 5 -_- 25) Best friend of the opp sex: My brother. 26) Best Buddies: Go die lah. -_-' 27) Boyfriend or Girlfriend: Both. :D 28) Crush: Don't tell you. C= 29) Parents: Freddy & Agnes 30) Worst Enemy: My mom XD 31) Fav online guy: Uh 32) Fav online girl: Sharmain, perhaps? 33) Craziest Friend: Xuan Wen -_-' 34) Advice Friend: Audrey/Daddy/Samuel 35) Loudest Friend: Audrey -_-' 36) Person you cry with:Myself T___T 37) Any sisters: Nope 38) Any brothers: Yep. 39) Any Pets: Bunny :3 40) Any disease: Nope. 41) Any Pagers: -_-' 42) Personal Phone Line: Yeah 43) Cell Phone: Yep 44) Cell Sponser line: Singtel 45) Pool or HotTub: Hot Tub :D 46) A car: One. Heheh. 47) Personality: Different. 48) Driving: Sucks. =___='. 49) Room: Rather disorganized. 50) Whats Missing: His presence x\ 51) School: Hillgrove Sec 52) Bed Color: It changes from time to time 53) R'ship with Parents: Rocky. 54) Believe in Yourself: At times. 55) Believe in LOVE at first sight: Hmm ... not really ... 56) Good-Listener: But not so good at understanding. =______=. 57) Get along with parents: Dad, yeah. Mom, not really. 58) Save email conversations: In one of my accs. 59) Pray: Yeah. 60) Believe in reincarnation: Kind of ... 61) Make fun of people: Not so often. 62) Like talking on the fone: Not really. -____-' 63) Want to get married: Who doesn't? :D 64) Like to drive: Nooooo. 65) Morning sickness: It just sucks. 66) Eaten Stem of Brocoli: Loved it. XD 67) Eat chicken wif fork: Uh, i think so ... 68) Dream in color: -__-? 69) Type your finger in home role: Huuuuuuuh??? 70) Sleep wif stuff animal: Used to. :P. 71) Next to you: Bed 72) On the walls in your room: Paint and a few neoprints. 73) On your mousepad: My mouse and hairband 74) Dream car: None in particular. 75) Dream date: Hmm ... 76) Dream Honeymoon spot: Hawaii :D 77) Dream Husband or Wife: Hmm ... have yet to decide ... 78) Bedtime: 12 / +- 79) Under your bed: Mattress 80) Single most important Question: What's the point in living? 81) Bad time of Day: Morning -_- 82) Your worst fear: BIGGGG FISHIESSS 83) The weather is: Calm 84) Time: 10:30 p.m. 85) Date: April the 14th, 2008 86) Best trick did on someone: Can't recall. -_-'. 87) Theme Song: Hmm ... 88) Hardest thing about growing up: Coping with school 89) Funniest experience: Overlooking something -__-' 90) Scariest experience: Visit to the Underwater World O____O 91) Silliest thing you ever did: Run on slippery ground ... and fall headfirst. 92) Scariest thing when you are with your friend: Chatting about ghosts. 93) Worst feeling: Morning sickness. 94) Best feeling in the world: Being close to him. 95) Last words: This sucks Damn bored lah can? No mood to do art (my idea bulb just fused, ahahaha) and i don't feel like going to school tomorrow. :\. What's the point in living anyway? Really. Study so hard for what, grow up also might not get the job i want. Still, i'm looking forward to sec 3, where there'll be no more D&T! :D |
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@ 7:53 pm
10. i love you but i hate you
Graaaahhhhhhh. Spent most of the day with Ru Bin & Gang. Zzz. Now i really have to rush my 3 incomplete art pieces.
Went to lounge @ the KTV room at Eugene's with Ru Bin they all lah. :D. Slack slack slack. Eventually I was made a pillow. -_-'. Jie Xiang's 'laughing' ringtone so funny lah. Keep laughing (or should i say, sniggering). Took 945 to West Mall after that with Jie Xiang, Ru Bin & Darryl. Dined at KFC and got bullied for my lack of ability to understand chinese idioms. T____T. Wanted to counter with English idioms but had trouble recalling most of em. =____=. Bully me very fun hor. >________>. Shall start on my art now. :). -k. Think. If there is no hate in this world, there wouldn't be such a thing called love too. :D. |
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Sunday, April 13, 2008 @ 6:05 pm
9. doubts
 Basketball. :).  Took the most photos with her. Heheh. C=  -k. |
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Saturday, April 12, 2008 @ 7:59 pm
8. all in my mind
Went for church service today, only that i brought Audrey, Xuan Wen, Xin Jing (& Sean) & Sheng Hao with me. :D. Reached my goal for this month, yay.
Went for West Huddle after that, sweated like a pig. Went it was time for a debrief, i had trouble sitting cos i was wearing a mini skirt. My leg went completely numb and i couldn't move a muscle. and you didn't help me up. Went completely emo and quiet. Though the others (DeWen, Eugene, Yong Mei and all) tried to cheer me up, it was to no avail. Sigh. Went to KFC after that to have dinner and went home after that. Why am i always sad? That's a good question. I don't know. -k |
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Friday, April 11, 2008 @ 10:24 pm
7. Happy anniversary :)
Hmm...school was its usual boring self, but it sucked even more cos of the assembly. -_-'. It was fun cheering for Zheng Kang & Karin, but when they give their speeches, ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. Our dismissal was delayed again, wahlau eh.
Rubbishbin went to CSC to play bowling, while i hung with Audrey & Xuan Wen at West Mall. Lunched at BK and took new videos. :P. We warped faces too, and laughed till our tummies/throats ached. ;D. Went to look for (ahem)'s prezzie, and found one really really cute blue bear. :3. Bought it and waited for Rubbishbin to come back. Went home with him as usual. If bullying is a form of your love, i'd jolly well take it in. :). Nothing can come between me & my daddy. <3. :D. -k. |
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Thursday, April 10, 2008 @ 5:04 pm
6. Mdm Tiong sucks
Love = fun
Love + Friends to tease you = Fun x 2! :D I don't know why, but when the e2/e3 people started teasing me, i find myself smiling my widest and laughing away. Funny eh. XD. Bringing 3 visitors to Y-hope this saturday...yay! :D Hmm...must strive to bring more! :D 1 more day. Wheets. -k. |
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Wednesday, April 09, 2008 @ 7:51 pm
5. I'm going crazy
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Monday, April 07, 2008 @ 10:49 pm
3.
Yuckers. I can't handle bangs.
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@ 6:57 pm
:D.
Rubbishbin told me that he called out my name in Home Ec class, funny sia. Can't imagine the embarrassment. Watching ANTM reruns again, nothing better to do luh. -_-'. Went to the Hydroponics Farm today. Wasn't as 'high-tech' as i supposed it would be. In fact, it really looked like a farm except that there wasn't as many farmers. When it was time for Q&A, that guy was being totally unfair lo. Sahra shout out the answer also can get the flower. I shout out also cannot get. Stupid banana guy. Bought the Peppermint thingy, it's so refreshing! XD I think i overate today -_-. Ate 6 sandwiches and 2 cereal bars. Whattheapple.  Fcuteness. |
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Saturday, April 05, 2008 @ 8:42 pm
2.
Love Jesus, love his dawgs.
Went for church service today. Was fun, but unintentionally hurt rubbishbin's feelings. :\. Stayed silent and un-sporting till i got home. Thanks to Eugene, Dewen and some others for trying to cheer me up. :). Y-hope church soo roxorzzxsz. Waited for the MRT for like, 1 hour? Most trains were crowded with sweaty and smelly people, so yeah. I knew i should have took the Green Line instead of the Red one, wasted sooo much of my time. Grah. Rushrushrushed over to rubbishbin's estate to meet with his sister. Fcuteness. I'm sorry. Terribly sorry. Horribly sorry. Tremendously sorry. Extremely sorry. Exceedingly sorry. Really sorry. Sincerely sorry. |
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Friday, April 04, 2008 @ 5:06 pm
1.
My prayer came true....:D
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Tuesday, April 01, 2008 @ 10:55 pm
God, please bless ru bin so that he may recover sooner.
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@ 8:25 pm
Rubbishbin sick le. ;(.
Lessons breezed by today, except that CME was rather...disappointing. Didn't do my bookmark, ahahaha. Miss David was so......stereotypical, it sucks. Went to rubbishbin's house to find out what happened to him. Sigh, sick until liddat. :( Really worried for Rubbishbin now, he's been throwing up all afternoon. D;. Sigh, how i wish i could be by his side again. :( |
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